richard_rulz

Reality is a combination of an inconceivable number of factors, and our perception of it is probably equally as complex.

People fall into high school stereotypes, even the best of us. It is weird how people change so quickly sometimes, but change isn't a problem. The problem is people who do self destructive shit in order to fit in for a moment. Moment is an awful thing, people do the most horrid shit to each other when one is in the moment. I am guilty of this too, but without those experiences I would not know to evaluate that moment before jumping into it. It is when you realize someone can not change for the better that is repulsive, even if you overall feel bad for this person. In a moment where it oll korrect to be selfish; I tell you it such a relief to get negativity caused by another out of your every day conscious.

I come back to lj to drop some words for everyone to think about. Sometimes I think people take me literally when verbal explosions are deeply metaphorical.

This snapple bottle over your head, caps with "useless" knowledge as described by a wasting mind. What we do a submission into society, useful stuck in pending approval.
For those looking for expansion of perception:
Alteration of perception when best described by me is a situation where you may blind yourself playing with bottle rockets and clog your perception. Think about where you are pointing your explosives and expand your perception.

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Hell yeah, IMPEACH BUSH!

I've been in my share of intense situations in my life. Once this kid a quarter my size tried to steal my bike. He didn't say anything he just ran up and was trying to take it from underneath me. I didn't think about it I just thought the kid was weird. I realized where this kid got this idea from when 2-3 minutes later I had 2 guys going through my pockets and another one trying to but it was the pocket I had my brand new cell phone in, no way he was getting that. I did lose my gum though =(

Don't let the bastard live, he'll just have more bastards for children.

So it's like this. I have an orange lighter and orange is my favorite color. What is your favorite color?
Guess what!? Do you realize how easy it is to convince someone that you care? I mean do you really think I give a damn about what your favorite color is? I won't even remember.
I do care though, maybe. Depends on who you are.

If you hate me
Come and get me
If you want me
Come and get me
Here I am

I was going through some old stuff likes notes to myself and other people and it made me feel so awkward, but more importantly grown. How much have you changed/grown over the summer? How much has the relationship you have with me changed? Do you consider yourself close to me? As people grow do they collect more close friends or do they just lose more friends close or not? I guess it depends on how lucky you are and how well your friends have been raised. Respect me and I'll respect you, I might not like you but I will respect you..maybe.

I have named this summer the Summer of Beef. Makes sense? If you were close you would know.

I don't hate I just discriminate.

Everyone is in school and i'm still in my PJs, hell yeah. I just want you all to know that my life is fucking awesome, I love the advantages I have and I exploit the hell out of each and single one I am aware of.

6 blunts
and
some
rump
Party
Tower
is in
progress


What the hell yes. Childish mother trucker defines my whole age group. Is what you know arcane, are you beyond the confines of the box? Understand this; it is easy to convince you my lighter is orange if you have never seen it. Are you still reading this? Stay cool.

I have been effected by the actions of others recently, this has never been like me. I used to be quite the floaty type, I could roll with any blow and laugh about it. I feel like I have devolved.
The sort of shit I used to laugh at others about, is it really that big of an issue. I guess it just is when you start to get close to people that cause these issues. I wish it was easy to just cut yourself off from some people because that is what I would do. I could but I can't help this awful human attribute called emotion.

Do me a favor and comment with some of your flaws,
here are mine:

I am completely conceited when it comes to my intellect, it has brought me to the point of a feeling of superiority over a lot of people. It is rare for me to look up to someone unless they are much older. I can actually think of the names of people I consider equal on my hands.

I have huge trust issues, maybe it comes from my feeling of superiority, but I have a hard time trusting anyone. Three weeks ago I could only name two or three people that I trusted and now I only have one and that's my Ma. I don't think anyone should expect me to trust them, people are always doing things and they keep it behind someone's back. I am completely insecure, but I don't think it's my fault. Since I got into school I've seen kids do sick shit to each other and I have never been able to get comfortable in the whole scene. I am not perfect though, I to have broken trust. But I don't want to do that anymore and I won't, I want to be a good friend even if I think i'm better then you.

My mind. Is this shit all what's in my head? Are people untrustworthy because that's how I have set up people in my mind? It seems though that backstabbing has become a social norm, but maybe only because I've been thinking about it so much? I feel like I'm so smart and I can pick out those who are prone to bring negativity to my life and the type of person I would not like to waste my time with. Perhaps this works sometimes but recently I have found out I can be hugely wrong about a person, I mean I expect to slightly wrong about some people but I guess I can be way off base. At this point I am thinking of someone specific but I won't name him. I just hope I haven't kept anyone out of my life that could of been a great friend.

♥Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love bitches♥.

I am glad I have my easy-to-use livejournal to share my secrets with people I can't see. I mean seriously, it's completely incredible. At one points journals were kept secret, I only know like one person on my list of friends with a REAL personal journal. You know, the journals where you put your darkest secrets. BUT, I am glad that such a thing exists. Livejournal really allows people to share their fake, plastic, teenage personalities. It's completely amazing and I would call it social evolution...

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I am completely torn up inside. If she asks for me to take her back, will I? I'll experience this, and then that, and then a mix of this and that, and some more this, and more that, and it goes on and I am at this right now. :AKHSDLANSAJBXKLJZHERWORDSHURTMEBADKDLHSDFKLASND

Well, I guess you'll say
What can make me feel this way?
My girl. My girl, my girl.
Talkin' 'bout my girl. My girl.

Take the quiz: "What kind of cigarette are you? (pics)"

Marlbro Reds
Nice... You are Marlboro reds... Classic and roustic...

Don't think I cheated either.

Jelousy is weird, yet horrifying when it comes to an intimate relationship. More then a year ago I promised myself that I would break up with a girl that caused to much jelousy, or to much of any negative emotion. It seems that now that it has become the case, I don't want to, now I realize that it isn't just jelousy involved, the jelousy only sprouts off stronger feeling of love.

I just finished my editorial for american history, wanna peek? It's about evolution.

( Tell me what you think. )

So uhm I've been thinking. Has everything I said and thought been said and thought before? How does one know if his thought process is completely irregular? I mean i'd say that i'm unique, but so would everyone else? I have found a liking in the word bohemian, the word itself is even different. BOW-HE-ME-AN.

I didn't get to sleep till like 3am last night, it was quite a bummer to be woken up at 6:10 by my very radical alarm clock that is also a cell phone. Maybe a 100 years ago people thought they were advanced, as they are still wrong about today. How can we be advanced if we still act like savages, everything is purely physical strength until you get into your 20's and then it's simply money. Darwin's Theory says that the fittest survive, I think he meant the ability to physically adapt, but it's not that anymore it's all based on intellect and motivation in order to get a good job and live a fun life. I mean if you aren't going to smart and motivated then you might as well knock a few teeth out and go to 8 mile(if you knock your teeth out it will make it more pleasurable when you give head for your money). People say begging for money is wrong, but is it really because it's fucking paper dear lord, people should get over some insecurities(I'm not discluding myself).

I didn't really read that over so it's not like it is going to sound smart or anything, grammar and spelling errors are likely. But i'll see you.

Reply with a name and i will:
1. random saying (not to you but it might be)
2. what color you remind me of
3. what animal " " " "
4. how many times i have said the word whore to you
5. ask if you will put this in your live journal

My opinion on school dances: they suck.

My plan for homecoming:
Original:

Not going.

Plan #2:

Show up but leave immediately to go get drunk/high, overall PARTY with my old lady.

The plan now...

Show up for a little bit and see some friendly faces.

Honestly sometimes I think it's pointless. What you ask? I just won't tell you. The only reason I'm updating is because I feel sad and I like to reveal part of myself to the public, have you figured it out yet?

The PLAN:

Who knows.

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Richard
2. Richie
3. Rich

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Fr3ak3d
2. Coyote07
3. LykTtylRoxMyBox

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Wit
2. Rock and roll blood
3. My sense of humor

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Arrogance
2. I bite my nails
3. I guess I can be pretty critical.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Irish
2. Scot
3. and some other shit

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Heights
2. Crazy people with chainsaws
3. " " " cheese.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Energy.
2. Food.
3. Haha.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. pants.
2. shirt.
3. bra.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
1. The White Stripes
2. Pink Floyd
3. The Rolling Stones

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1.
2.
3.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE ACTORS AT THE MOMENT:
1. johnny depp (everybody knows him =) )
2. Brad Pitt
3. George Clooney

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE ACTRESSES AT THE MOMENT:
1. Judy Loe
2. Angelina Jolie
3. Drew Berrymore

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Sky diving
2. some shady shit
3. Get tired of partying =)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. black girl
2. sence of humor
3. smart bitch!

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I am ham.
2. I eat lamb.
3. I am.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Boobs
2. Butt
3. Eyes

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. sing
2. dance
3. eat a baby.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. talking
2. laughing
3. Doing somethin for the first time

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. I know what I am doing
2. going to
3. Leahs.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Law
2. PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES
3. Astronomy

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Europe
2. Alaska
3. Hawaii

THREE NAMES YOU LIKE FOR YOUR FUTURE KIDS:
1. Emika
2. Ellijah
3. Chronic (im serious...)
(I have no idea)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. make a fucking difference.
2. Punch a girl
3. Chuckle with some strangers

You are Marijuana (aka: weed, dope, skunk,
chronic...). You are the most commonly used
drug in the world. You are powerful, stubborn,
moody, have a strong attitude. You are
classified as class (A and B) illegal drugs.


What kind of Drugs are you? and how that reflect your personality?
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My attitude isn't that strong, but those of you who know me know I am stubborn as fuck.

By the way what the fuck is a tag? Peace.

There have been some big drags but this summer has still been alot of fun, thanks to all that contributed. Police shouldn't be arrogant assholes, they don't have respect for anyone over 30.

If you think about it the Catholic religion has had control for a very long time. The Pope has been one of the strongest forces around the world since there was regular communication between nations. Except there was alot of intimidation from the religions followers up until there was international concern for human rights. The ideology itself could coerce the average human into belief, according to the bible if I sin(throw in a lot modification based on the degree of evil involved) then I am probably going to be tortured for eternity. On the other side the religions followers go to this place where you're supposed to feel constantly joyed, you followed my rules here is your reward. So would you rather believe in this all powerful entity that created not only you and all your friends but this extremely mysterious universe and go then live in bliss, or disobey him and sin and go get tortured. It's cool if you like getting tortured but uh, yeah. Ok so this is what you do; get a scary RED thing with HORNS, use this to manipulate the human instinct to have power and what you have got is control over everyones way of living.

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal

Your Inner European is Irish!

Sprited and boisterous! You drink everyone under the table.

The truth is that I have alot of Irish in me. So it makes sense.

Ya, that's right you weird fuckers, now you can't read my elgay without me knowing first.

Comment and I'll think about adding you.